Infinite Love.

三寸天堂 ,

2012-01-23T05:07:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone! Lazy update,
These few days or weeks,
has been okay!
Classes not stressful at all. Plus, the campus is quite big.
And these few days really make me rethink over,
whether I should be so nice to someone a not.
Considering what she did to my phone. Seriously.
Even my girls say she's not worth your kindness.

I agree. Seriously.
She actually dared do dirty things on my phone.
Ew.
Detesting her more and more already.
But anyway, it's CNY!
A lot of angbaos collected,
and very tiring loh.
But lucky for brother and darling text messages. Not that sian alr.
With angbao, finally can buy some new clothes and contact lenses.

Heh. Okay maybe tomorrow meeting darling and Abel tomorrow.
See first ah, i bet i'll sleep in like a pig - but cannot!
Got people bai-nian. Grrr.
Btw, those that never see Bu Bu Jing Xin, go and see la.
Damn nice.
Okay, bye! :D

Life is like running, you get tired of running - but if you pause, you'll find that it's not that bad after all.

2012-01-16T15:11:00.000-08:00

Been busy with school recently,
since the new school term started.
Super lethargic as well.
First project arrived yesterday. So tired.
Hope I can get high points for it.

Don't know got demerit not, since yesterday was drawing anime halfway
then the C.A saw.
Doesn't look like he's pissed off. :/
My new friends are like damn awesome, and funny uh.
And there's this overfriendly senior.
But he's damn hot. OMG.

Okay, not going to write so long.
Those that started their new term, good luck! :)

"People label you, talk about you, judge you. Don't let the small things affect you."

2012-01-07T22:49:00.000-08:00

Lazy blog today, so yeah. This is gonna be an empty post besides this sentence i'm writing now. ;) Oh yeah, good luck to those taking O Level Results tomorrow. :D

You're not the only one in the world, so don't act like you are. :)

2012-01-04T09:51:00.000-08:00

Darkest Hour was an okay movie, i'll say.
The alien was totally cool, hiding in a force field of orangey.
The face was like...
OMG?

Totally lack of facial man, the alien.
HAHAHA okay lame, ikr.
Supposed to collect my cheque today from the idiotic school.
SERIOUSLY. Other of my classmates collect alr, they say mine haven't arrived.

GOD. GIVE A BETTER EXCUSE MAN. -.-"
Went to eat with my best friend,
before heading out with our group to watch Darkest Hour.
Super tired la.

Then played Jubeat with them,
and then we ate.
AND ANOTHER ROUND. ^^
But yeah, we stopped cos something happened.
Then we all went police station afterwards.

Really. I hope they catch the person soon.
Karma, karma.
Haha, Cl was damn nice la.
Send us all home.
Although he was complaining HAHA.

All right, better go sleep now.
Meeting bro tomorrow after buying my things!

Okay nights. xoxo

The most complicated things in the worlds are solved by simplicity.

2012-01-01T05:58:00.000-08:00

It's been a fruitful day today.

Really tired, and sleepy. I swear keeping myself awake in Shine today.

Barely slept a lot last 'morning'.

Got back from last night's countdown party at my friend's house.

Gonna meet my friends' tomorrow as well.

And another one on Tuesday.

Gosh, so tired.

And the new school term is starting already.

Seriously, Esther better not screw your first day. -.-

Pastor's sermon was powerful as always.

So much power and energy inside it.

Saw Kristy today. She's so awesome looking.

Okay i'm not gonna write more. Nights. :)

我离开你落后于2011年。：'）

2011-12-31T12:09:00.000-08:00

I never found the meaning of the songs you left me. But the similar words in those songs you left me rung in my ears. They weren't just songs you left me. They held special meanings. Thanks for the love. :')

Well hi people.
It's 4.02am, who cares.
Just reached home, not long ago with my friend. :)
Late countdown at one of my dear friend's house! Woohoo!

I recall 2011 to be a rather amazing, angry, and so much mixed feelings
i felt in 2011!
So much i wanted to say, do, to the people i love.
But hey, start the new year with a new you.

Leave the burdens you have been carrying in 2011. :)
Had an awesome gathering with these bunch of cute friends.
The starting was a little odd.
But at the end we all stayed, and had fun.

I really thank god for giving me really great friends.
Those that stay in my life.
Really. :')
True friends like them don't come and go.

Next week, another gathering with my old clique.
Wish them all the best for the course.
Once the new school term starts,
another journey to embark.
How quick it has been! :')

All right, gonna sleep and wake at 5.30 later!
Church time.

这不是'我不想要，那就是我不能

2011-12-31T11:54:00.000-08:00

是否有别人，你觉得你还没有谈到在很长一段时间，

由于一拼，你们目前有？
它的2012年！扔掉你的骄傲，并开始交谈！
这并不重要，如果他们冷落你或任何，
只要你是真实的。
他们会感觉到这一点。

9th Jan, here i come. :)

2011-12-30T09:48:00.000-08:00

Re-did my blog with some pictures. :)

That's the update for now!

So excited for my course when it starts! Heh.

Rambling girls .

2011-12-30T09:43:00.001-08:00

Easy to say, hard to deliver. Don't take me for a fool, damn you.

2011-12-30T08:34:00.000-08:00

I'm not a fool, but as the saying goes; once you lied once and you used the same lie over and over.
it's really kind of old, and easily seen through.

Short post:

Met with Jiayee dear today to watch Mission Impossible: Ghost Protocol!
We were just in time, even early for the movie HAHA.
Went to buy some snacks, and gongcha before proceeding with the movie.
The movie was awesome.
So freaking' cool la can.

The fight was super cool as well ahaha.
After that, we went to eat at kfc.
Jess came along during that time.
:)
She's super funny la,
and i miss her.
Maybe meet her tomorrow during her work <3

Quote of the day :)

2011-12-29T04:29:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, i'll feel like I'm in a very good mood because you're here with me. On other days, when you're not around, you leave me hanging.

It's this cloud nine feeling, and it's like you fallen down a high place.

T-ara

2011-12-29T04:22:00.000-08:00

I'm so excited about T-ara's upcoming "Lovey Dovey!" This has got me really satisfied already. ;)

Euterpe.

2011-12-28T07:16:00.001-08:00

Why is that, most girls are the ones that must get hurt even though they put a lot of effort in a relationship? But at least they're brave.

Brave enough to face up to their fear of being hurt and try to love again. But do THESE GUYS actually know what their problem is? Some are even more funny, dare to flirt around without even knowing how irritating it is.

Hello bloggers.

I'm having a horrible day, my chest hurts. It's like this meter that goes up and down,

irritating.

Don't want my parents to be worried, because accordingly to the pain it was gone a year ago.

But yeah, i'm feeling so lethargic.

My body clock is super screwed.

Woke up really late today,

Lucky school hasn't started, if not super damn screwed.

Well anyway, my entire week has been quite quiet.

Actually, rather relaxing.

In the past i'm always too busy,

no time for this and that.

Finally have some rest for myself.

And not to forget, better not be late in meeting my dear girl tomorrow.

Mental note.

I'm so excited to be meeting her, it's been ages since we collected our results.

Well not that long..!

HAHA, so gonna' take pictures with her. <3

All right, time to end this bloody long post. BYE

The day will come where hearts will come to a decision, church bells will ring.. And you say.. "I do".

2011-12-11T11:12:00.001-08:00

Hi people ! It's been a long while since updating.
I miss my classmates and my clique. Everyone is busy with work. And I finished mine lol.

Nothing to be proud of :/ .
Just recovered from my fever plus many others etc etc~
I GUESS IM REALLY STRESSED .
A full four days.

Met with one of my classmate yesterday. And it's really nice having to talk with him.
He's preparing for his next stage in life, and I'm happy for him .
I mean life throws us unexpected things right? We have to accept them.

And he's really nice to even treat me a big cup of milk tea :-) .
Thank god for great friends .
Okay, December is going to be a busy month.
Weddings, Outings, Parties. Have a nice week y'all!

"Forget it all. Forget who you are. Forget your life."

2011-11-20T10:22:00.000-08:00

Hi bloggers.

It's been a quite alright day.

I don't know why i'm so depressed for two days for nothing.

Been sick at the beginning of this week,

and this time.

I'm really SICK of being taken for granted.

For real seriously.

Some people don't appreciate at all.

Had a good talk with my best friend just previously.

Half agreed with what she said.

I'm way to sensitive and too caring for the wrong things.

Only let people take great advantage huh.

That aside,

My week has been quite crappy.

I swear.

Rather not mention it. Really sick of it.

Make me feel like a fool only.

Been ranting to Ahling these few days, and my other girls.

So stressed.

Never been this cursed in my life ever.

Still, friends are the best one can ever have.

Work this week. Okay, I can do this.

Memories haunt you. The person doesn't..

2011-11-04T12:06:00.001-07:00

Hey readers!
Short lil' update cos I'm really yawning like abcdefg..
Work has been alright, stressed and tiring.
But it's been okay.
Just came back from movie date with Xuen and co.
Tower Heist was awesome! ~
I rather not talk about work. (If you saw my status, I got really angry today.
Cos of a disrespectful customer, demanding. Like I'm just a trainee you know?
It's baseless to judge me cos I'm here to work not accept your "glorious, bossy" compliments. Worse customer ever.)
Quitting after one month, need a break.
After the movie, we all slacked at Mac.
So tired and full.
Walked home with Wenhao. ^^

"Just because you're hurt, you shouldn't curse everything."

2011-10-31T02:14:00.000-07:00

Hi! It's Monday already!
How quick is that?
Woke up damn early for chalet,
In the end...

I DIDN'T GO. Yeah fml. :/
So many crappy problems to deal with SINCE
I got a job as a waitress at siglap Cafe Cartel.

Other than that.
I'm starting work tomorrow. AWESOMEEE.
I miss my clique, and class A HELL LOT.
Everybody's so busy. Pfft.

Miss them so so so much!
So bored sia, at home.
Like crazy, spam watching show and sleep whole day.

Ugh. Right, I think I'm gonna have gastric soon.
Stomach been hurting so badly ever since...
forever?

Anyway, I've been in a good mood.
It's like my entire week, meeting my cute clique. He-he.
Lucky and thank God for them.
OK BYE.

"Life has many roads.. Just because you're lost, doesn't mean you will continue being lost forever."

2011-10-25T23:49:00.000-07:00

Hi, dead blog.

I shall update as I am really, really...

BORED.

Yes, bloody bored of watching non-stop dramas,

and going out,

and INTERVIEWING for various jobs that i'm gonna die. >_>

Hoping for good news asap! *prays*

My entire week has been awesome.

Hanging out with my girls, friends and cliques.

As interviews here and there.

Really tired.

But it's worth it.

Woke up pretty late today, let's say around 1pm+?

Really tired uh. And omg reminds me,

I haven't been going to Dare for such a long time.

T_T I miss Dorothy and all my cg's jokes.

Non-stop fun and laughter all day.

Okay, end of blog post!

Another interview tomorrow.

BYE BYE

PS Saranghaeyo T-ara. <3 Those netizens know nothing about T-ara's hardwork and efforts at all! >:(

"That one person you're always mad about, basically over the same reason over and over.."

2011-10-18T08:42:00.000-07:00

I feel like a pig these days .

I keep having late nights,

in actual fact it isn't that i'm not tired.

I just feel so odd. I toss and turn,

When I'm in bed, after that I would switch on my phone again.

I know, it's odd right?

I guess it isn't that i can't sleep.

Been out job-hunting these days,

so tired. I seriously need a job.

Last night I dreamt of someone I never thought would appear ever,

in my dream.

I really need to cut myself some slack.

I've been too into things that I don't give myself proper time to even rest.

But it's been manageable.

Saw Ping at 845 while waiting for Cheryl just this week.

Had a good talk w him really.

He's really awesome.

I really hope he'll get through to ITE.

Wish I could have done more for this guy.

My only worry is my cutoff point for the courses I want @ ITE.

Sigh.

Lately I have been having weird dreams.

And I'm starting to miss a good friend of mine.

Apparently each time I think back,

I rather stay this way.

She's no longer the person I know.

Honestly.

Okay bye blogger. xxx

"Someday, i wanna be a star that watches over you."

2011-10-05T08:58:00.000-07:00

HI bloggers!
It's been awhile since last update, yeah.
So here I am, with some updates!

The N's already arrived for me.
I'm not sure if it's well prepared,
But I won't say so.
More like, the feeling you just know you can actually do it?

I'm really happy because of a few things.
One, mom finally agreed to let me go job-hunting with Ree,
like after such a long time of begging?

Recently things have gotten a tad too warmy in my house.
I won't say so much.
Just it doesn't quite help with my stress.
But yeah, with friends and everything.

It's been cope-able.
Maths Paper 1 was today.
I sincerely wish I won't fail this one.
I'm still unsure if i should go for tuition tomorrow,

I'm really tired.
And besides I don't feel quite comfortable.
Okay, productive or not. I don't know.
There's nothing much to ask anymore..

Good luck to those taking exams this week, or whatever. :D

"Sometimes, I just want to be better. Better than I was hours ago, minutes ago..."

2011-09-25T04:32:00.000-07:00

Hi bloggers. I'm quite free now, so I guess I'll do an update!
Life's been alright for me. Rather okay.
However quite tiring as well.
Been studying here and there.

I sleep rather late out of late. Sigh.
I have to get Science in my head,
40/100. I really need to ace this one.

I'm quite elated with my new mathematics marks out of late.
Yipee.
I know it's not a pass, but even my maths teacher said it was job well done.
I didn't even memorize my formulas for mensuration to say the truth.
It's really a miracle. Thank God.

Church was okay. I did receive a lot from the sermon,
though half of the time I'm gone from my seat.
Or my mind is rather busy. As usual.

Eight days to the official N Level Science.
Gosh :'(
Well on the bright side... I did study, shit though...
Left my notebook @ Daphane's.
How on earth could I forget a big brown book? Beats me.

However on the brighter side! I'm going job hunting around Bedok
right after my exams with Reegena.
I seriously need a job. Haiyo.
Then I need money for lots of stuff; dancing classes, clothes, new stuff. Hmm..

Oh right. That was quite longwinded.
BYE!

I am who I am.

Count how lucky you are . Around you with friends and precious ones ...

2011-09-22T09:02:00.001-07:00

Hi bloggers . Well I'm in a happy mood hehehe. Maths was great . Science improved (somehow) . Had a h2h with my lovely friends out of late, guess that made me reach them deeper .. I have been oblivious rather lately as I'm all fired for my own route in future . Sadly I don't know where I will end up. Well sucks . Been studying every night hmm . Study session with my girls tomorrow ^^ .

"Flash forward - leave yesterday behind, it doesn't matter any more. So does the past. "

2011-09-18T23:11:00.001-07:00

This whole week sucks. Yes it does so much I wanna stab this week itself.
It's been about exams, after exams I've been goddamn sick.
Fever on and off.
Then it was bad coughs, such a horrible five day thing.
Luckily, I had friends to talk with to help me forget my emptiness.
Gosh,

Didn't go to school either.
Late night yesterday with my loveliest sister, Reegena <3 .
She's really awesome. Like hell yeah.

A blog post for her to be dedicated wouldn't be enough. HAHA.
She's been there for me out of late, which is a blessing in disguise I guess.
^^
I swear our legs were so jellish we couldn't walk,
But who cares, we STILL did.
From green line to purple line to red line.
First we went nex, at Serangoon.
Then we went shopping around Ion Orchard,
Orchard was so pretty ya know.

I wish I lived there.
City of lights really.
And H&M DAMN.
Crowded like what only.To hell with the crowds seriously.
!

Finally we went back to Tampines area after dropping by Far East to buy
my top.
Had my eyes on this particular envelope bag . HMMM.
Sadly didnt find the shop ever again. Pfft.
I've been all waterholic all day .
Four bottles of water .

Went to have dinner @ pastamania.
The cheese really killing my insides.
Awesome day nonetheless !

"Get back on your feet."

2011-09-15T02:28:00.000-07:00

Well hi people.

I'm lazy to write any quotes.

BECAUSE. I'm well lazy. k.

I'm trying to force myself to study my three red files, a pleasant week it has been actually.

And i really can't force myself to actually study.

Because i'm still not feeling well. Yes I know. I SHOULDN'T USE THE COMPUTER.

Fever went down. Luckily. I'm gonna hop to get some sleep in like. Soon.

Today it went up again during EBS exam.

Suay si ren.

CPA and Ebs was well manageable.

A fat string of rows of many exams.

Headache to the max.

Right now my only hope is getting into the courses I have in mind.

Well let's see. Either Retail, or Office, or Designing or... I dont know already.

I'm totally not going to ITE. Cos it's so hard to go in la.

Please please please let me find a good course or I go hide in Macpherson ITE already with Cheryl

Well k bai people.

Maybe if my name was Juliet, you would be Romeo.

2011-09-11T20:22:00.000-07:00

"Forgive, let go, and forget."

2011-08-19T05:31:00.000-07:00

'Sometimes, when we were hurt, dealt with a great amount of pain: we always thought we would stay mad at that person at moments. But, as much as you hate it,

it's easier to forgive, although it's hard to forget... just let go.'

Well hi, peeps.

It's been a crappy while since i updated this dead blog. so here i am!

I'm actually super happy now, seriously?

Maths improved.

yes, yes, yes, yes.

Okay, that's not the exact main point.

Besides, with prelims already here,

I'm so nervous about N's,

I swear I need to do something. Bang the wall or whatever.

-__________-

recently it's been so quiet, and busy.

Homework, nightstudy, meetups, revision.

Feels kind of cramped.

Just previously, went out with Girlfriend to get stuff.

afterwhich saw Cheryl,

so we had a long h2h talk. xoxo

I miss my childhood memories like wtf.

Cheryl's like so awesome, and funny, I regret that

we didn't talk in elementary! :<

okay, recently i swear my house is in a state of bad day.

makes me wanna stay out of home for awhile. :'(

God, please let my house have a little peace?

well, so another new set of mathematics worksheet again.

somehow i expected that. kkk.

i swear my stomach feels pregnant recently, always going to the toilet. zzz.

idk why. but since that talk the other day outside class

did have some effects i guess .

I guess it's all part of living .

"The greatest meaning in my life has got to be you."

2011-07-28T03:08:00.000-07:00

Are there times when you feel so tired of everything?
Almost like you thought,
if there was a remedy for the problems you're facing now.
Is nowhere to found.

I guess life is truly harsh.
Without any helplines. At all.

It's been really long since updating!

Well.

I'm quite surprised. Maths is the weakest subject I am unable to handle.

Yet. I actually got praised slightly .

Anyway. Classes felt damn long and tiring today .

I swear I have been yawning and groaning ever since 7am.

My mind is really odd lately,

keep mistaken the timings for reporting school time;

and wake up hours early.

Dumb eh?

Well anyway.

Finally got presents for most of my friends.

Many more.

Gonna start missing them soon. :(

38 days. OMG.

I already lost contact with my oldies at primary.

Well yay to our outing this September holidays.

That type of feeling like when you see them in the train,

and they really remember you.

Hmm.

I really don't know what else to say,

reuniting with oldies are the best feelings.

I'm totally smiling already .

Well, I should totally study and get into a good ITE soon. O:

Bishan or Simei. Tough choice for me.

Well anyway .

I'm gonna log off now .

School totally tired me out . Celebrating Mommy's Bday today .

Happy Birthday Mummy :D

You're the next best thing.

"Someday... we'll find the person we love as much as we're loving the person we think is The One."

2011-07-15T08:55:00.000-07:00

"Have you ever wondered, instead of looking for love;
to fill that empty space of yours...
You seriously need to start thinking.

'Am I going to be more hurt with this decision?' Well,
I guess there aren't any right or wrong in love.
Of course, it is never a bet.

More like a gamble.
To some it may be a game.
Previously, I was stuck with a guy I thought that perhaps sparks would 'fly'.

I was pretty wrong.
He is a pretty nice guy.
But because of what happened,
it seriously tainted us a bit.
But I am lucky, that he still even helped me.

So, if you're thinking it's your fault, or "I should have done more" to save this r/s,
all I can say is.
Give it up.
If it's yours, it will be."

Because someday, I knew you would come.

xxx

"Maybe... you're the one for me."

2011-07-15T08:49:00.000-07:00

Because through pain and tears, we'll learn.

And through lessons, we'll understand.

And through understanding,

We'll become someone different ..

Hello people.

Haven't updated for days.

I'm actually getting ready to sleep in a minute or two,

Sports Day was today.

I can't believe I actually went?

Well unbelievable, cause I seriously HATE anything related to the word Sports.

Uh.

Damn, I wonder why our class is bloody unlucky.

The morning sun staring at us right on our faces.

Awesome ~_-.

So we lot went to hide behind,

Each of us started to get into our own space.

Sports Day was okay I guess.

Just really boring.

And with that thunder alert, didn't get to see the medley event some x12 race.

Really...

Went to meet Namira afterwards for early lunch,

So awesome that we always alight at the same place.

And she's so near me. Kekez.

And yes.

Went to Mac to get our food, and we both headed home.

Gosh really sleepy.

And I'm finally going out station tomorrow !!! Celebrating Uncle's Birthday.

And on Sunday my friend's friend birthday. Woa.

Busy week man.

Just on Thursday it was ITE visit.

Enjoyed that, pretty much. Despite the balloon teasing trick. -.-

xxx

"Only Hope."

2011-07-10T06:27:00.000-07:00

And sometimes we go on hoping for the best things,

Thinking finally we would get it.

Reality is a bitch,

Never will they give in.

Which is why we must never give in back.

Hey people.

Been doing all sorts of maths worksheets for the day.

Practically, i was a nerd at home today.

School's tomorrow. How fast is that?

Hopefully tomorrow I won't be late putting my lenses for the second time.

Watched Dream High today.

It's really amazing. Above the quote by Alicia Brooks Lackey,

is the video of Suzy, Miss A by one of the stars in D.H.

Amazing song.

"Reality tears us up."

2011-07-09T09:21:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, even when you get the agreement of many people.

Eventually there are always the 'some' that like to assume, say things on their own,

and create a storm story. Yeah.

Practically, either they're jealous, attention seekers, or just WANNA make your life roll down.

Hey people.

I've been feeling good. I guess.

Life's been a-okay?..

Been rather busy.

Finally gotten my lenses today.

Which sparked my arguments today.

Thank God it's over.

Yeah.

I'm having a bad headache now, so I shall go and sleep really quick.

Truth to say.

I've gotten my slight motivation back since talking to Wenhao.

Thanks to him. But yeah, I should buck up harder.

I hate it. Because I didn't study today. AGAIN.

Regardlessly, I will try again. TOMORROW.

Yeah. I wonder why my motivation comes back at different times.

Stupid?

And yes.

I actually woke up early today.

Like my legs and mind were in sync,

and my smexy bed is not tempting enough as it is during school days.

Okay..........

My eyes are rather sleepy.

Bye peeps.

"Sometimes I wish I can erase parts of my life, maybe rewind then delete. Then restart all over again.........."

2011-07-08T04:26:00.000-07:00

Had a tiring dumb day today.

Yeah, people in my class and Fish probably know what the f happened.

I don't know why I cried honestly.

Makes me feel like a weakling now?

Yeah that's not the main point.

Yeah.

Arrived late and class, and two teachers talking to me.

I guess I'm lucky.

She apologized to me about her harsh tone.

And with a lot of people asking about me.

I guess..

It's just a tiring day today.

But I still feel shitty after everything.

Sigh.

Totally didn't attend maths at all.

Spent the entire period in the toilet.

After lessons was elective module.

my mood started to get better.

I guess that's nice?

Ate with the girls dessert, before we all headed back to school.

EM ended around 5.30.

Well. I'll update soon.

Thanks everyone. And Fish.

"I need you to stay by me, even if you change."

2011-07-01T00:49:00.000-07:00

"And I never told you.

How I felt.

And I never told you.

How you were.

And I never told you.

How I love."

Hi people.
It's Friday, like how fast is that?
I AM SUPER DEPRESSED BOUT MY MATHS.
Yes, hell I am.
But after that heart talk with various people,
my spirits are up again. Ha-ha.

Well. No idea when my leg started to swell up.
It's really annoying.
Now I can't wear heels for another month...
Haven't finished enjoying my new shoes yet. :(

And yes, today was smooth.
Finished my work mostly all on time.
Totally did rubbish after CPA free time began. AHAHA.
Anti Social Aminul Club has been established.

If he finds my blog, I'm gonna change my new blog. ^^;
Aha. Not sure what's with me these days,
Barely eat dinner now. OMG?

Haha. I'm still happy I lost weight.
:D
Anyways, heading out now to find Mommy.
Good luck for those taking A, O and N's. :)

"Sometimes we didn't notice, we always had larger wings than anyone, but we refuse to admit we're stronger."

2011-06-28T00:42:00.000-07:00

"We didn't notice, when others told us. We didn't notice,

when we spread large wings enough that others said, 'Hey, you put a smile on my heart.'

That feeling when you think.

"Hey, I'm not good enough..."

I'll just say, stop crapping that you're never good enough. :)

Just got back home from school.

Walked back home with Namira.

Study plans failed!!

Argh, thanks to the 'tutor' HAHA.

Anyways. The entire sphere mathematical question

is getting me in circles.

Lucky that a smart aleck sits beside me. LOL.

Recess was okay. Did some homework.

Like freaking tired...

Classes went on fine.

I'll say.

In fact things have been going so well.

Amen.

Listening to Heartstrings by Clara C makes my mood boost by 70%.

Awwz, an angel singing honestly.

All of you should listen to Clara C's music. :D

Angel.

Oh yes, time to sign off to read my book. :)

"It's never easy, saying goodbye."

2011-06-26T01:43:00.000-07:00

"It's never easy.

But at least you did it.

You deserve to be applauded."

Found a quote in my old pictures in my hand-phone, "You were once happy without him, you will be happy again" by either Twitter or Tumblr.

And hello human bloggers.

I'm currently rushing against time,

so i shall make this short and simple.

Yesterday was an awesome day

as I met Yuanjun honey.

Pretty girl, and she's eighteen.

HAHA.

She's cute too. Aw, wish the best to her and her boyfriend. ^^

And yes, back to topic.

Watched Green Lantern with Honey,

Before that we dined for late lunch,

at Marina Sq food court.

Mmm,

Japanese cuisine. Yummy.

One comment though. Too much rice. :(

Ha. After wards, had an all out girls' talk.

I love talking to her already. :D

After the movie, which was awesome.

we watched fireworks together.

So pretty. :D

Maybe i'll upload the fireworks vid soon @ my Facebook.

The entire NDP rehearsal was just wonderful.

Right now, I'm rushing my mathematics holiday homework.

Just got notified yesterday,

an hour before deadline.

Ugh. How annoying.

Bye!

"That moment when you want to hear so desperately for an answer from the boy you like."

2011-06-23T10:15:00.000-07:00

Life didn't come with an instruction manual. Especially for love malfunction.

You might have wished you should reset your life right this instant,

or you might be thinking ending it all is the best solution.

That is silly, dumb, and it gives more problematical problems to everyone around you. Not to be mean, but jumping down a building or thinking ways to end your life while searching in Google is baseless.

Hi bloggers.

Nothing much to update today on,

But because I wanted to update a quote since my mind was rather inspirational for awhile.

Woke up super late.

Replied Girlfriend's pm late too. (I am so sorry)

I can't believe Monday is the day I have to go back to school?

It's boring, and tiring. ):

Yeah, totally *yawn*

I'm sure many of the people are now in school, colleges,

some having their term break now.

Well, I just got to press on.

Time to push more, so I can get a certificate worthy of my parents' praise.

Discarding computer, Maple, Audition, Blogger, Skype, Twitter.

If he was still here he would probably tell me to stop all that too.

But that isn't my reason for stopping.

Time to abandon all this.

Goodbye people.

"And when we can no longer love, at least we had love once."

2011-06-21T06:00:00.000-07:00

When we lose love,

we'll think.

Was that my fault?

But we never gave a real thought that sometimes it is fate.

Not because the r/s had problems, or manifested hatred.

Hi Bloggers.

Woke up early,

But only met my lovely girlfriends around afternoon.

Which was super late.

Yeah. Ikr.

Weather's so hot. Wore sunglasses then.

Almost missed the bus. -.-

Lucky, caught my bus 291 .

Reached the MRT,

like around 2-3 odd plus.

Then, went Pasir Ris E-Hub.

OMG. Can this day get any worse?

Almost thought I boarded the wrong bus!?!!!

Okay.

Then met with the girls at the arcade.

Played Silent Hill shooting zombies with Claudia.

Shoot like siao.

After that took mrt,

Then saw Claudia home.

Had dinner with Yenping.

(I had dinner)

Shopped a little. AND NOW I'M HOME.

YEAH.

Guilty of spending money tho. :'(

CLIF'S on now! Bai people!!!

"If you can't handle it, don't do it. It's just gonna be a fat blunder."

2011-06-20T10:56:00.000-07:00

The moment when your heart says yes, but your mind contradicts you.

What a bitch.

People say you've got be bitchier to survive the pain, the bitchy treatments life throws.

And hello bloggers once again.

As planned.

I am busy.

But I'll say having enough time to update this blog means I'm still not that busy.

Has anyone watched My Princess - 마이 프린세스? I'll say it's so awesome.

Kim Tae Hee is really beautiful looking. Aw.

Oh yes.

Woke up two hours earlier to meet clique.

Girlfriend joined us later. ^^

Watched movie with the clique, movie was awesome.

OMG. I srsrly like Jim Carrey's acting?

And he's damn tall. Like a bony man.

LOL.

Had ice-cream and tea to sooth myself,

Went to chill out a little at friend's house.

Lying on her bed makes me feel. Tired.

But yeah resisted that urge.

Afterwhich, we all enjoyed watching the normal ninepm show: C.L.I.F.

Poor Wenxiong died. -.-"

Just when I started liking his role!

Okay sad to the max.

Came back around 10 +.

Then watched a little of 마이 프린세스, before showering and finally...

I'm about to SLEEP.

Bye.

"My Man"

2011-06-19T11:00:00.000-07:00

"Before I closed my eyes you were there. After I closed my eyes, you disappeared like you never existed."

2011-06-18T10:39:00.000-07:00

Seriously. I feel like my eyelids are heavy,

But I haven't prepared myself for tomorrow.

And a lot of things.

Been outside during the last few days, enjoying.

Went out with Mommy for once,

@Katong.

Tried to fall asleep by the cab but fail seriously.

The taxi-driver kept sneezing and doing odd things

disturbing my sleep.

Even with my usual song buzzing in my ear piece failed...

Thanks a lot.

Reached there very late.

In the end had dinner there.

Didn't eat dinner at all. Laksa around the street was nice.

Must say it's nice.

Afterwards cabbed home with Mommy.

Alright bloggers, gonna sleep nao.

"Sometimes the reason something is still there, it might be because you never forgot. No matter how times you lied."

2011-06-17T01:25:00.000-07:00

Hello Bloggers.

Yes! I finally cut bangs. (again)

Kind of nostalgic.

Well, went out with Xuan yesterday.

It's been so long since meeting her, and we're in the same year.

It's been so long really.

Nice meeting old friends like that.

Just previously saw Rumin and her friend, looked familiar.

Ha-ha, Rumin's another one of my childhood classmates.

Bubbly and cute. ^^

Watched Super-8 with Xuan,

The starting we missed a little.

Lucky, I survived without stomach ache.

Which I had the whole of two days ago.

Not cool.

had a full dinner at Manpuku with Xuan,

Curry Nochi Rice. Mmmm .

Movie was great.

Then we all went home, 10+.

So late. :O

2011-06-14T20:18:00.001-07:00

Just reorganising and theme(ing) my Onsugar.com blog.

What's the color of happiness?

2011-06-14T08:41:00.000-07:00

Somewhere in your life. You will feel to end your life.

Somewhere, you will feel so happy you'll think it is a dream.

Somewhere deep inside, you will have feel you're on a roller coaster ride, but you'll be forced to make choices you never thought you would.

And then, the aftermath of the result might not be exactly right, or wrong. Making you in confusion.

Hey bloggers.

Updating this blog has been something I've thought of an everyday entry now.

Just a random thing: You guys should listen to Maggie McClure's music.

Her voice and her choice of words in songs are just tip top. Only did I watched

MTV: The Hills then I discovered her songs.

A little late eh?

This week has been rather busy.

Going around three odd places or more than that. *counts fingers*

Yet again I started my day with shopping.

Oh yeah.

Went out with old clique. Yes, my ever first clique back in elementary.

Nostalgic I could cry sometimes.

Hui Mei & Cass. Miss them loads.

Our last meet where all our own clique members met was at the last Teacher's Day with everyone else.

Miss those days.

Can't believe we're all so grown up now? So different.

Wish we could all go back to that time.

Alright. Conclusion of today's shopping day.

OMG. Before that.

We had a stalker while waiting for MRT.

Off to sleep now. :D

"All types of people will want your attention, that's because you're on a higher level than them."

2011-06-12T21:52:00.000-07:00

Haters will hate.

They will destroy your lives with everything they've got.

They are only POWERFUL when your backs are turned.

Just like those attention seekers,

There can be a person with a story to tell.

But, does it seriously matter what they do? Because in the end, if you listen to them.

You're a lackey of them and they have heads up on you.

The burnt mantou drama sucked like yesterday. OKAY GET OVER IT.

Last week and this week is another full week.

Haven't touched my books. -.-"?

Okay random fact, I'm suddenly in love with F.T Island. Ohyeah.

E.E ended. Boring.

Headed out today. Slept late yesterday.

Honestly unsure why it happens.

Lower neck hurts pretty much too.

Boohoo.

Omg, I seriously wanna shop more?

HAHA .

Though I'm well. Broke?

My piggy bank. Damn it.

I'm so peeved that Cafe World lags everytime I go in.

And there's so more reqs.

OKAY LAME I KNOW. :(

LOL.

Recently watched 'Never Say Never' a Justin Bieber documentary.

I'm kind of his fan now. Except not those, 'AHHHHHHHHH JUSTIN BIEBER!!!!!'

Types..

After watching how he became a star,

it's just awesome.

I kind of saw his videos back then,

Didn't know he was.

W-O-W.

But honestly haters just proof one thing. Jealousy.

Nuh-uh.

Okay peeps off to see X-Men: First Class.

Ta-ta.

On the first page of our story, the future seemed so bright...

2011-06-10T09:47:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, we may appear confident like we understand the things that are happening around us. Because we have gone through the same thing... even if we don't understand it, and there's war, always understand.. there's always a lesson learnt instead of the violence in words.

It's been a fruitful week for me, (actually more fruitful).

June holidays are already in the next week of holidays.

How fast is that?!

Okay.Somehow I'm addicted to writing in Twitter more in Facebook naoz.

Okay, oddball.

Woke up at eleven A.M plus and went back to sleep. Tired to the max.

Nana Mizuki's Scarlet Knight woke me up.

Gosh, her voice is holy.

Okay, so she succeeded and waking me to the bright morning which I rather spend time with my bed.

Quickly ate, and showered immediately.

Star-hub customer service was HOGGING on my phone looking for my sister.

NEEDED MY PHONE.

Okay stopped my freak out moment, and went to change.

AFTER CHANGING, still chatting = WHAT!?

Okay, so packed my bag.

Exchanged some texts with a few people to start my morning,

Met Namira at the bus-stop and we talked all the way,

Great day to spend my morning. Girls Talk.

Fast-forward.

Went shopping at the various places: City Link, Tampines One, Century Square, Simei.

Was so hungry I ate a bun. :(

The shopping session concluded with us going to UNIQLO for a 9.90 SHIRT.

Oh yeah baby. I likey it.

HAHA. Bus'ed with Namira.

I swear I was already tired.

As I'm typing now my energy battery level is lower than my uncharged battery level of my sister's laptop.

Good bye world.

Complicated.

2011-06-10T09:04:00.000-07:00

Why is everything with you so complicated?

Enjoy !

"Like a G-6 when you came."

2011-05-30T12:07:00.000-07:00

Life isn't nice to us. But that doesn't mean we can't be nice to ourselves.

I swear, I have been too busy AGAIN lately.

I honestly tried to wipe it off my timetable, but I realize I can't.

Bestfriend asked me out,

Had to reject her.

Lots of outings to look out for this June. ;)

Honestly cannot wait.

Okay the progression of my agenda is good. I guess.

Went WWW earlier few days back,

Had fun with girlfriends, a lot.

Been awhile since I did that. Hmm .

I seriously got to go by the gym asap .

Can't take it.

Been busy helping Yenping, my dearest good friend in school really ,

Hope she's better. The last I heard she felt weak in her knees.

God bless her!

Well okay,

I'm off to watch a movie tomorrow as well.

Ha-ha.

Haven't met a bunch of people.

And gosh, I need to run off to sleep now.

Bad bad bad.

Okay. Good bye!

Yes my quote is short because i'm in danger writing it. BYEEE

Forgetting someone you love isn't that simple. But if you make that effort, know it. You'll live.

2011-05-26T10:42:00.000-07:00

There she is, that girl you love.
And there she is,
Laughing so sweetly.
It's that girl that you love, that sweet natured lovely girl that loves you back.

As long as you make an effort, you will get there.

Alex G sings awesomely.
I won't compare her to Julia Sheer though.
What's the use? Everyone has their own competition.
June holidays is like HERE?
Okay not exactly.
Going to school tomorrow,
Meeting Sissy and Namira tomorrow . Waka-waka.
I think my eyes are finally less reddish now.
It's awful. Really awful.
:(
Well okay, happy belated birthday to Bestie!
HAH. Should have celebrated it with Shih Ning!
One big happy family lol .
Miss those times. Well he's rather talkative lately. Hmm..

Okay people.
I guess I'm gonna roll off now.
Gotta sleep !
Enjoy your holidays peeps.

It's okay, if you think you can't forget him.
It's okay, if everyone says you're silly.
And it's okay, if you're so much in love with him,
that you fall more.
Because those are signs you love him so much.

Just because you are not able to get the things you want, you shouldn't be throwing a tantrum over the people who got it.

2011-05-25T08:43:00.000-07:00

Sometimes we gotta see the big picture before putting our actions into action.
It's like you're raining unfairness on someone that doesn't deserve it at all,
just because they've something you don't.
You shouldn't be all smug and give them a tongue lashing.
They may be nice or not.
But, loving your enemies is something you've got to do to live on.

Life's been close to perfect.
I'll say so.
My sleeping problem is getting super bad.
It's too terrible. Gosh.
Well anyways,
I don't know why out of the blue moon my tummy gets this bad aches.
Totally sucked at late lunch at 4 today.
There's something else bothering me too.
Well, but Mom is solving it. I really hope it doesn't pose as a bad problem.
Mom's really an awesome mother.
Though there are times I can't agree with her ways,
She's still great.

Yes, and I totally need a haircut.
Maybe soon.
Can't wait for June to meet Honey, and my other girlfriends. Weee. <3
Oh, got my latest ELLE Magazine.
Heheh.

Teenage-dream.

2011-05-23T10:12:00.000-07:00

My heart stops the way you look at me.
So take a chance,
don't ever look back.
Be my teenage dream tonight <3 .

Trials are but a part of the lives we call a bitch.

Hey people.
Been away from school for days.
Super unsure what results i'm getting?
I hate this season a lot.
To be precise,
it's that day we met.
Yeah yeah yeah.

I'm totally sleepless these few days.
Insomnia getting worse. -.-
Okay, so it's like, everything's been okay recently.
PS: Beatrice, I'm super duper glad for you ! Woohoo.
Starting to love JuliaSheers covers and songs more and more.

Pretty sad Tyler Ward and Julia Sheers aren't working together anymore.
:(
Real talents.
Time check, it's 1:11am. Opps.
Alright people, off to bed before that a short shower.
Found something interesting today.
Karma karma. It is true that karma comes.
Cya peeps !

Quote for the day: Remember anyone can say anything, but whether you are that 'anything' is whether you listen and accept, or forget that anything. Be yourself.

You're loved. ;)

2011-05-19T07:09:00.000-07:00

You're loved. No matter how low you think you are,

How depressed you have become.

How you lost your last and final hope;

As much as you fall for someone that won't fall for you,

In this Earthy world,

There is another person who devotes like you do.

;) You will be loved.

Hey people.

It's been freaking awhile since update.

Been here and there, everywhere.

I'm happy about my recent EBS Mid Year's results.

Heard it from a dear sister of mine. ;)

I'm seriously tired,

and I'm sure it's everyone out there who are preparing for their O's, A's, and N's levels.

Well. I'm pretty happy, for some reasons.

Heheh.

I totally should put in more effort,

and I'm really afraid of tomorrow's results. -__-

Well okay. So that's probably about it.

Tegan is been an awesome girlfriend, like Phoebe.

Gosh, how I miss those times where

Camren, and Tegan, and Sar and myself used to hang out.

Good old times :-)

Without looking back,

It's already May!

Gosh how fast is this year?!

It passes by too quick!

Soon it'll be the N's,

and Graduation Day!

O M G Z .

Okay, bye peeps!

"X is the shape I drew on your face."

2011-05-07T10:34:00.000-07:00

I swear I used to draw 'x' shapes on your face. But thinking of it now, that must have explained how much I hated you, because you had him. I didn't have him.

Ever had that feeling you loved someone, but you just had that crappy feeling deep down, "Hey, I don't think I stand a chance." I used to feel that way,

I didn't think it would happen to me, because I'm rather anti-social at times. And yeah, I tend to ignore the whole world as though I'm not a part of this Earthy world. But, no chance or chance, give it a shot.

Wow, I guess it's been ages since I updated? Yeah, I moved on to On-sugar for awhile.
Lazy update this blog.
Been watching a lot of Korean Dramas, in between did some studying,
and I swear I haven't been out of the house THAT MANY times.
I should meet Honey, and Star soon.
Yep-yep.

Tyler Ward! Arg, he's hot.
Love his songs with Julia Sheers.
Pity they aren't doing covers together, they're like AWESOME?
Can't believe they split (in terms of musical relations).
Listening to Taylor Swift - Permanent Marker.

Mid Years are here! I made a silver promise if I passed Mathematics,
Well.
Okay, went out with Best'friend tonight.
I honestly can't wait to graduate.
BECAUSE THERE ARE ONE THOUSAND AND ONE THINGS TO DO!
HAHAHAH.
So much really.
Tonight, I realized something. I guess it's thanks to Bestie.
Mmms, I shall go have a nice shower now,
and snuck in some writing and maybe do some mask.
Goodbye humans~

Forget all the reasons why it won't work..

2011-04-13T01:35:00.000-07:00

Forget why it won't work, or everything that makes sense why it won't work.
Just focus on that one reason it will work.
This is you. You're not someone else.

It's WEDNESDAY.
I'm currently extremely depressed about my latest mathematics results.
Effing angry.
But yeah, I'm fine already.
Just feel tired in the morning, gah.
So today was the day.
I have to get back to the books asap once more.
N's are coming.
Coursework for CPA already completed.
Yeah, classes as per normal.
Pretty bored during classes.
Shafika was even kind to wake me up, I swear she's pretty hilarious when she does that.
Assembly was fine.
Oops, forgot to go for the NE briefing again.
Vincent and the guys honestly make me laugh like crazy.
I think I the most noisiest already lo.
Hope Honey's alright today. See her latest pm at FB not so good. ):
The year is like ending super duper fast?
That's what I felt.
So many things came and went.
I just want things to last.
Alright, update more soon.

我對不起我,, More and more lies.

2011-04-04T01:49:00.000-07:00

一个承诺始终是承诺，
直到你真正打破它。
重要的是促使实现这一承诺，
即使是一些小事。

It's been an alright day for me, I guess.
I guess today was an all normal today for me.
Hmmm.
Stomach-aches in the morning making me feel really sick of it.
Don't even know what I ate?
Maths is like 98% done already.
I no energy already uh.
Last night hang out with my girls,
Then Erfa's friend sent us home.
A little here and there.
And really, I decided on something soon after that.

Didn't manage to sleep so early.
But just drag myself to bed.
Then,
Today morning.
Was alright.
PE, was normal.
Incline pushup, and yeah the usual exercises.
Afterwards was EL,
EL another short reprimand,
Hmm guess Mr Alsagoff just wants us to do well.
Science,
another lesson half undone.
So tired, as she talked to me my eyes closing -____________-.

Recess. Ate.
Quite full,
Then computer lessons all the way.
My facebook very pretty already, all the spams by Kenny and Vincent.
LOL.
EBS more funny luhs.
They all watch the stupid videos.
Jitao cannot concentrate.
Totally LOL.

Let nature do it's work. If you have done your part,
just take a rest. Don't force things.

Dancing in the dark.

2011-04-01T23:53:00.000-07:00

Through some experiences,

You'll realize, what you truly desired isn't what you REALLY wanted.

And you'll learn that you cannot change your life.

You may be able to change some things with the smart decisions;

but trust me. Nothing is to your control.

xxxx

Well hello.

Woke up dead early in the morning,

Received Fish's texts and wanted to go back sleep.

Instead, did some homework after watching Kimi Ni Todoke.

HA-HA.

Okay, then I gave up.

At least did half. Hmm.

Afterwards, went to shower,

Then met Fish at T1,

Was so sleepy on the bus manz.

This woman step on my foot freeflow.

I don't know what lah, just continue walking LOL.

Then immediately, stupid Fish just slammed my head.

I think I grew taller yay. Near his height now!

Ate at foodcourt,

I chop chop confirm he is so popular.

Foodcourt also got people he know.

LOL'ed.

Ate a bit,

Finished the soyabean icecream he gave me.

The sprite incident suck.

HE TOTALLY LAUGHED AT ME LAAA.

Okay, then it's likee.

After that we bused home,

As usual Mr Busy that toot.

But at least he got some time off.

Ohwellz.

B-e As One.

2011-03-31T23:58:00.000-07:00

Be yourself. People may copy, try to imitate you.

But the love you give is different,

The way you stand and make your stand is different.

They laugh at you

because they think you're different.

Laugh at them because they're the same.

I have had an awesome week, really.

Right now there isn't much haste. (I mean in my personal problems, and studies.) Mom's getting better as the days goes by.

Hooray.

Didn't eat much during yesterday's dinner,

Fell asleep while waiting for Fish's call.

My homework still aren't done. Oh-my.

But yeah,

Test came out and I swear I have a bad vibe..

Classes as per normal.

Recently cut down the audition time I played.

Audition is too addictive. ):

Met Kirby today at the prata fish shop, with the group.

It was like super duper funny as he tried saying numbers in Chinese.

Just realized he's gotten taller, or maybe he has always BEING tall.

Great..

My eyes totally look like puffy fish already. RED RED RED.

First was my nose.

Now is my EYES.

Finally done with CPA work! Hooray.

Oh lazy do LMS MT work really. She added another set.

Well, guess I'll go take a short nap.

Oh what a dull day.

2011-03-27T03:26:00.000-07:00

What's your most dullest moment? When someone throws you some words of everything you did badly in the past?

Life's been alright. Mom's really called in sick for almost a week. Or maybe already..
Geez. It may be weird but I mizz her nagging.
Now she's in bed whole day, without even talking to me.
Okay.
Cross Country was alright.
Sadly Sissy R didn't come along!
Woke up dead early, and that pig refused to come.
Daddy brought me to the place, bus'ed there.
I swear really like SARDINES. -.-"

Lucky two stops. I sworn if it has more than two stops, I go and walk there already.
The end result was bad.
After the run,
Which i 99% strolled, and last percent ran because the class list was in my bag.
Blisters all over. I wore the wrong shoe. DAMN.
that's what you get for morning.
Lucky got plasters in my wallet.
Daphane also had blisters.

Afterwards, as usual some of us lingered behind like prefects board.
After everything, lunch for me. :)
Then went home and sleep. DAMN TIRED.
Off to KFC now. :D
Update soonz.

Life shoots us with all types of grenades, but don't forget the lemonade becoming lemonade.

2011-03-25T04:44:00.000-07:00

Basically everyone gets screwed up with life, but that doesn't mean we have to make it STAY that way. Choices are there for you. Life's crappy. But you don't have to be crappy.

Hey people!
It's been a long week.
Monday's E-Learning. Saturday's Cross-Country, and Chalet Day.
OHMEEEGOD.
OKAY. Just returned from Sissy's house, with the girlies.
I totally am so tired I slept from like 1-3 at her comfy bed.
I am so sorry, Sist. :(
Somehow I hear someone playing Audition, and even Maboo was tempting.
HAHA, felt so well rested.
Afterwards as usual, we all settled down and girls' talk!
Ha-ha.

Today classes ended super duper quick.
Science Lab was the most funniest.
Michelle, Me, Vincent and all got sprayed by some distilled water.
The looks on our faces super duper LOL.
Recess was alright. Full.

Been finishing my homework on time.
Yay o Yay! :B

Drop everything down. Watch me go wild as the lights take a change.

2011-03-14T10:40:00.000-07:00

'Please stay here with me.. when your with me everything is okay. I'm the happiest person. In your arms I feel nothing but happiness. Your my happiness.'

(Such a sweet message!)

Hey peeps, can't wait for tomorrow's class chalet.

Unfortunately I will be LATE. Assessment Trial = Boring, will be wasting a few minutes or an hour of my life :(

But then again, it's pretty important. Okay scratch that.

Woke up pretty late, around 12.50,

Then went to Audition awhile,

with some random people.

Went to prepare, and showered.

Met Jia Yee, and we went to study at Pasir Ris Library.

Stuck on a darn question. :(

Afterwards, 4.30pm like that went to take bus with her.

Went to Lan at Tampines area,

and met Ahling.

Played there like mad crazy girls. HA-HA.

Not long, left Ahling and me.

God, I have bad luck with audition today. 60 patches.

I totally waste time :( .

So helped Ling with her Evan. HAHA EPIC.

Played till 8-9 plus.

Reegena came soon after,

and we all had dinner by subway.

Super hungry uh.

Totally disfigured my mayonnaise wheat bread with sour mustard. immediate regret when i had mustard coating.

girls talk till pretty late!

and we all separated took buses.

poor reegena, hope she recovers from her blisters soon!

and damn.

have to admit. the long path by temasek is pretty scary walking alone -_-"

immediately walk damn fast like on steroids.

reached home, showered.

damn tired.

More lies. Quit it, it's getting uglier.

2011-03-11T08:34:00.000-08:00

As you use your lips to cover up more and more,

Ever thought your lies are becoming less believable?

And perhaps do you feel that you have already been exposed.

I know someone like this. I can't say I'm perfect, because I am not...

Tiring day indeed. Classes ended.

Awesome news is I finished both of my coursework.

Afterwhich, went to rush home to meet clique at 932 for lunch by the coffeeshop.

Laughed all my way from school till going back to school to submit my file,

and back to hunt for 932.

Edison Rolex is the reason.

HA-HA.

Went to eat lunch with the girls, and then went to study Science after going back home.

All that studying made me tired.

Went to shower,

Studied a little, and surfed.

Watched the horror movie, somehow it wasn't that scary.

Okay, pretty tired today. Goodnight!

Pain never leaves. It's always there, you just get on with life and slowly forget about it ..

2011-03-10T07:21:00.000-08:00

A person that treats you like dirt, doesn't deserve your sympathy or is worth of you at all. They're such sadists, I'll say.

Same goes for those that hurt you more than one time, when actually more than several chances are given. However how each problem happens is a different matter.

Hey peeps! Had a long tiring day.

Damn, I think I have a bite on my leg by some weird bug.

Okay aside from that: I had a pretty alright day.

Rushed my last minute Mathematics homework last night,

Woke up pretty late . Like 7.30,

Then showered and meet clique .

Brought breakfast, and I nom'ed pretty quickly.

Afterwards classes went and go.

Managed to finish EBS coursework on the last minute .

My partners left and right really crack me up, each moment.

Recess. Didn't eat a lot.

Guess diet plan is on the cards.

Break'time ; went down to buy yogurt drinks with Yi Ling.

Oh great,. something real bad happened to me during walking up the stars after recess. Sucks.

But somehow it was funny ha-ha.

After which, had time so went to sketch some animations.

Plan failed, not the exact thing I wanted but still awesome.

What cracked me up was the fake fight with Aminul HAHA !

Then it was like Clarence and Vincent mimicked me.

Vincent even asked me to calm down. Can't stand already, was supposed to be mad but giggled in the end.

After all that joke,

Upon receiving my TA paper, I'm quite unhappy. CA was an improvement.

Reached home pretty quick .

Then went to meet Yi Ling, Vincent.

Clarence arrived pretty late.

Went to Lan @ tampines and we all had dinner at Manpuku .

Kept laughing at the two .

All that fun and laughter lasted till 10pm .

Saw everyone split and then went home.

Pretty tired. Guess I'll turn in now.:)

Just because girls are attractive and hot, doesn't mean they need to have a boyfriend. There are single ladies that are hot too.

2011-03-07T04:52:00.000-08:00

Feels like I've spent so much time on useless things,
I'm pretty sure what I did back there and then was for nothing.
Didn't understand myself that much,
But now at least I'm a little closer.
I've circled for so long,
My answers were pretty faint back there and then.
And now, I'm not changing my mind.
Answers slapped right here.

Hey bloggers.
It's been a long week.
I've finally let go of the things I should,
And it feels really great now.
Light as the wind,
My heart feels light too.
Homework has been medium,
Had a good talk last afternoon with Xsg, before heading to Church.
Church made me sleepy,
Despite my early sleeping shift. Fail.
Have been watching FT in my phone,
Haven't been studying.
Got no time for long breaks now.
And March holidays are coming.
But amazingly, had time to play Badminton last Saturday with Erfa.

Church service touched me.
Love the songs too.
Went to Cotton On with Faith, and Grace and Co,
Bought a new top and jacket.
Wanted to buy this cool dancing shirt and faded jeans at Topshop.
Cabbed home,

Get on the floor.

2011-03-02T08:10:00.000-08:00

Ever had a moments where you least expect someone, or a friend to help you when you're so freaking down? Especially after a hundred and one things happened.

I guess, it's really a blessing to have friends like this..

Today was awesome.

Classes came and went pretty quickly.

And as usual, met the clique.

Today was only Reegena and Jia'yee.

Had quick breakfast,

and had my own lunch packed in the morning with the girls. <3

Had quite a lot of h2h talks with them at the back.

Awfully disturbed.

Then, fast forward.

Coursework for CPA was fine. Had to redo quite a bit.

E.D makes me really annoyed.

The dimensions refuse to obey my mouse. -.-"

Then there is assembly.

Kenny keeps disturbing me. :(

He was quite entertaining.

Assembly seriously was boring.

The drama making me really bored.

After assembly, walked home with the girls.

The guys suck big time.

Pfft, they damn' funny uh. Like to form one line and block me.

4pm plus.

Went to get change, and meet the clique and the guys for coursework activity assignment.

Had fun throughout,

All the crap HAHA.

Lazy to say as I'm super duper tired and sleepy,

that I reached home at 11pm. :(
Thanks to the girls for everything tonight.

So tired.

In the end nothing much,

Just enjoying at the Hard Rock Cafe,

I swear I hate the noises at The Resort World Sentosa, somewhere.

But a lot of scenic places.

You're Not Sorry.

2011-02-25T04:24:00.000-08:00

;You're Not Sorry,

Ever had thoughts when someone says sorry to you but you just feel it isn't genuine.

Hearing Taylor Swift's 'You're Not Sorry' right now.

My day's been alright. Came late to school around 9 I think.

Rushed to class, was supposed to go home shortly, but in the end didn't.

Lots of things left undone.

Recess was alright. Didn't eat that much today. Been coughing and have slight flu.

Classes came and go,

This and that events making me pretty tired, as I'm physically and mentally tired.

Had a funny crap talk during recess with Lover,

Saw Isabel'sissy just now,

And she was like so cute. :b

Didn't attend choir again. I'm like so sick.

Went CCK immediately to get my referral letter and appointment done.

So tired, I bet I almost slept when the car drove past.

Doctor's took me till 5.30 or around there,

and I swear there's this irritating kid that screams at almost everything.

Horror. -_-

Guess I have to leave to school early on Monday again,

Another doctor's appointment to get me transferred.

Reached home,

and Mapled' with my sweet darlings. <3

I'm just so tired today. Gee.

;

You're not sorry.

Fairytail.

2011-02-23T02:46:00.000-08:00

Sometimes, when you lest expected things to happen.
It happens.
And when it happens, it just happens.
Like in life, things happen when you least expect it.

Hey people,
short update since I'm rushing a show before going off the computer. :)
I'm pretty happy how things are for now. Happy me.
Well one thing I hate is my retarded fringe. :(
Classes were like super short,
Last TA of the day, yay.

TA'S got me waking up early these days,
Grabbed a quick breakfast bread by Dj,
and walked to school.
In the end didn't managed to study my science. -.-
Rubber-band broke, which made me run down to the bookstore.
Missing my revision,
Met Jiayee' downstairs,
Chit chatted with her before session begun.

TA got me this time. :(
Didn't even study.
Later in the afternoon, we got our english TA back.
I'm pretty glad about it.
Ha-ha.

Coursework during CPA sucks,
CPA teacher Mr Chew really ain't helping. I asked a question, he redirect a no link question back.
Really...
CME was fine. Hurt my right leg a little,
One of my class mate's knee pounced on it. Oh manzsxs.
Movie during CME, nice.

Walked home with the girls.
Tuition started soon after.
Tiring.

As the shimmering waters pass by my vivid visions..

2011-02-18T18:56:00.000-08:00

Just wanna' stay by the sea - and play the guitar,

Any type of music is fine.

I do not need an audience,

Nor crowds.

Just a few will do,

Music livens me up. Music livens the world.

I am still uber sleepy to say the truth.

I slept super early like around 10pm yesterday?

Like the moment I touched my bed, immediately.

Read a bit of my book before sleeping.

I guess I haven't been sleeping that's why.

Currently waiting for the clock to pass, without my glasses. -.-

Unbelievable.

I guess I'll be studying EBS today, with Stead/

Time to plan out my timetable of what to study,

Alright, I'll be switching off the computer now. ^^

If I could take pictures with my eyes everything about us..

2011-02-18T07:15:00.000-08:00

If eyes were our camera, our personal camera capturer,
I would have a scrapbook of our personalized book of memories,
Your back,
Your warm smile,
How you looked like when you crack dumb jokes.
How you looked angry and vexed at small things.
Because I'm sure every part of my album would be, 'You'.

Hey people,
Just came back about two hours ago from a long day.
Classes: Short.
Conclusion: Went to do studying and did lunch with clique,
did our coursework.
Aw, Erfa didn't come at all :( .
Lunch was cheap, 3.60 dollars.
Not that hungry, and my black galsses frames BROKE.
Grrr, really.
After lunch proceeded to Jessica's house.

Studied Science then I drifted to wonderland,
Girls called me up.
Damn, I felt books fly over. Pissed at the fact it hit my face. Really.
So tired I feel like a zombie -.-.-.-.-".
Then played Mahjong with them,
Before long Ree went home :( .

Dinner at Jess's house. Quite alright.
So full.
Then more rounds of mahjong.
Before walking to Macdonalds to meet Cheryl,
Had a long talk with her <3.
H2h.
I so like Cheryl, heehee.
And home at last. Tired, gonna turn in now.
Phone flat. Lazy charge .

You render me speechless, sometimes.

2011-02-17T01:26:00.000-08:00

Meeting you out of the many millions I should have met,
and fell for.
But I fell for you, silly.
I don't see a reason why I should explain,
My words remain the same.
The only thing that fears is my heart will change, because of the reasoning that slaps me to reality.
All but a dream.

WOKE up really early today,
Like 5.50am .
Slept really early last night,
around ten pm?
Had late shower, and bathed.
Walked to school pretty early,
So much time.
I simply strolled my way to the school.
The school was like so clouded with darkness.
I hate walking in the morning in dark alleys,
and dark weather.
Gloomy ~
TA started in an hour, or so.

TA was alright,
Not much energy in the morning -_-.
Afterwards it was EBS coursework time,
Coursework was like alright, finished my prep work.
Like curious me, I searched for Jack the Ripper during coursework.
Entire period till recess read all the cases and the runaways.
Oh noo.

Recess, had Ahling accompany me go buy some lunch.
Lunch was short and sweet to me,
(Guess it was because Mr Feraj explained to me my new job of the week and the draft he explained in front of me so had lesser time to eat.)
Skipped dinner yesterday, just don't feel like eating :( .

Classes ended quick today.
Bumped into Namira with the clique,
Ate ice'scream on the way back, so hot damned it.
Update soon. :)

Magia.

2011-02-16T02:11:00.000-08:00

最終的には、闇が光を放射する。
ガラスは、カードが落ちるように
最終的には奇妙な存在は、
何か他のものになります。
私はまだここにいる
理由は音楽が理由は聞かせて

(我爱你);

Hey people.
It's been awesome,
Had a talk recently with my new dgl Dawn's her name, (Not sure if it's the correct spelling.)
Seriously saying, it's what I need.
On saturdays I have study dates,
and from the start of school till now I never had time to spare.

It's amazing how God still brings me back,
My effort for maths isn't fultile.
All the practices,
Today, I managed to do most questions for substitution.
:)
Haha thanks to Jackson.
I'm pretty confident now. Heh.
Maths was great, for once.
Hahah,
And there's recess.
Thanks to Ling for sharing with me her food,
and great I'm left with really few cents.
My plan to save for this week went down the DRAIN.
Yummy crab meat !
And there's coursework session.
Before that,

English was okay.
I wanna be better in English,slacked too much :(
Okay,
Coursework.
My components are half done, forgot how draw handle.
So got helped after c.w from the girls and those who knew.
Apparently, I forgot like ninety of it.

Assembly, rested my head a little to sleep.
Long talk, seriously
But quite entertaining for the drama.
Went to KFC with the girls,
I swear my turtle shell bag is slanted. :(
Alright, did most of my maths, since I had no money to eat :(
Home at last.

過去のコールド幻想。

2011-02-13T04:37:00.000-08:00

Reality may suck, but don't put what you went through,
as a stop point,
because it may just be the last step to your victory.
BANZAI!

Hey people,
It's sunday today. Woohoo!!
Baking session today for Valentine's day brownie session!
Heehee,
Jiayee, Reegena came over first.
Dad and family came over and lend us some help. :)
Brownies took real quick to bake,
So we all did stuff after baking,
Sat around, played around, joked around.
When Ling came,
Few minutes later we had chat sessions then we watched 'Chain Letter.'
OMG seriously freakin me out.
We all just hug our pillows.
Seriously, ew ew ew ew.
Then, took some pictures and they all went home :(
But had fun with all of them seriously,
Settled the matter with Brian. He's still my awesomez friend. :)
Okay, homework time.
:)

Let time stop, let my mistakes become a thing of the past..

2011-02-13T04:24:00.000-08:00

Time passes so fast sometimes, I cannot catch hold of my recent actions. Time for us is limited, time for us is a thing of the past, time is.. unknown.

Let time stop, for once.

Hey people. it's been quite awhile, I realize I left my post hanging down and forgot to post, so I cancelled this post.

Went out with Peixuan yesterday to Scape.

Haru Cafe - was pretty cool and fun, where you get served by maids and butlers.

She went to support her friend, Cherie. :)

So accompanied her, sweets were too sweet but nice.

Strawberry hmm.

Hiro IS SO CUTE. DAMN.

Hiro and Atsushi served us. :)

Hiro's the cutest seriously!!

OKAY OKAY. I'm too obsessed.

We hung at Haru Cafe for a long time then at 4+ went out of Haru,

Hiro talked to me again. HEE.

So out of Sommerset, and had to miss two trains then can board my train.

Really uh like sardines ah.

Wait awhile like the door will close and eat them up!

Cannot wait ahyo.

All just rush, alamakz.

Then went to meet Girlfriend,

And the guys.

Then we went play a bit of lan, but no need pay because whole thing thing?

Phone a bit crazy yesterday.

And my blisters, ugh.

Sis's shoes are prim and proper but it hurts.

Dinner --> Then did some studying, thanks to Brother's help.

Then walked home with Girlfriend.

the depths of my heart, the weight of my heart thrown into abyss.

2011-02-10T00:21:00.000-08:00

Are there days when just you feel so horrible, in the mornings?
Feel like you miss a particular person, but it's not exactly love anymore.
Or maybe, the shape of your heart,
Thrown into the abyss for a few times,
you just know what exactly to trust but sometimes it's just wrong.

Hey peeps!!
yesterday was like the best steamboat i had with the girls.
all that shopping and last minute stuff,
thank you all for this special moment! ^^
Yesterday was a pretty rushed and full day for me,
Had tuition, after tuition rushed off to meet cheryl,
so cute uh she wait downstairs my block so quickly.
so we girl chatted all the way till evening then saw her home,
can't wait to meet her outside on tuesday! miss her and huiwen man.
after that was the steamboat.
had fun with the girls seriously,
then on the way home,
was just perfect,
but the day ended with me feeling super duper sad about things.
but it's all sorted out.

today i'm all hyped,
again haha!
classes were damn long REALLY.
still got lunch and all that.
so long uh,
so went down walked with Erfa then with Ahling,
by the time next period teacher was like already here?
so fast. blah.
maths is killing me.
i don't see why my mathematics teacher is giving us so much
algebra,
my head explode twice today. :(
oh well, ebs coursework today.
prep work.
one hour. managed to survive somehow.
didn't eat much during lunch,
classes were so long today my water just finished like that.
lucky managed to finish all my homework except for maths.
I REALLY WANT TO SLEEP ALREADY. :(
walked home with the girls.
i so need to dance soon. going out on saturday for study session and Dear's house for some drinks.

我爱你这么多，一年前，我说了出来。

2011-02-08T04:56:00.000-08:00

我爱你这么多，一年前，我说了出来。
两年后，我在一个烂摊子，尽管我勇敢的前面。

Hey peeps.
I'll do quick with this summary as I have a pile of work on my desk now,
making me fedup.
Recent mathematics test was like 35 over a fifty.
Good, but it wasn't that accurate.
Retest today,
sucked.
I was like scratching my head, and trimming my correction tape into pieces.
Szb right.
coursework briefing today, serious but at the same time not that pressurizing.

Recess, didn't eat much, just a yogurt drink and some food.
CCA passed by pretty quick,
Went late for CCA because of lunch,
then scattered,
and used my break to sit with the girls till 4.30.
By 5 we're out of this place, yay.
Walked with michelle and the guys.
and saw her by 800+ before walking home.
I can't believe how fast things are changing and
soon it'll be N Level.
Help me pull through.

Standing here today. My battle cry's the same: never will I give the same heart I had back there and then.

2011-02-06T22:44:00.000-08:00

Realized I haven't been posting so here comes my first post! :)

Been reading Wedding Planner by Melanie La BROOY, and finishing my last few parts of my old book that got renewed recently, James Patterson the fifth horsemen.

Life's been so far okay. I'm done with bad sorethroat, red eyes, rashes.

Thankfully I am in fit condition today. Glad.

Coursework is starting tomorrow and I'm already feeling the coursework pressure.

Four or five teachers will be with us,

which makes the air more comfortable.

The truth is,

I don't know how but I hope I'll pull through. God.

Thankfully my notes are prepared,

I'm ready, a little? Okay confidence. I am ready.

Had bad tummyache today.

REAL BAD.

I drank almost all of laksa soup today too painful.

Today is like last brief before coursework.

Many free periods.

And chat sessions.

Especially LECTURES.

Ugh.

I wish we can cease with the lectures because coursework is here.

And congrats to our EBS teacher who is pregnant!!!!

I seriously think that's cute. Okay okay off topic.
Been mapling these few days, and I haven't touched my BOOK.

I better start revising.

Guilty till no return already.

;Do not tell me how deep your love is,

how awesome you are,

how you did this and that.

No act of kindness, no matter how small is ever wasted.

2011-01-30T23:21:00.000-08:00

Not everyone will rectify their mistakes.

Treating someone with kindness isn't for your sake,

or that person' sake.

The person might not be happy with your kind attitude,

who cares?

Life didn't set a rule to how kind you can be.

Hola, everyone! :)

It's been a raining fiesta lately,

It's like, everywhere rain.

Especially yesterday when dropped by Girlfriend's house,

): .

Dad sent me to school today, heehee.

I really love my dad, he's just so daddy like.

I like sleeping on his shoulders when I get back from the doctor's always.

Okay, enough of that.

Classes were alright.

My rashes gotten worse,

sigh,

It's so itchy.

-.-"

Classes were pretty disturbing because I kept creaming my hands with aloe vera .

Yeah, science was fine.

I swear PE i feel like sleeping already.

So many sets,

and my stomach was grumbling ):

After that was some English stuff,

Kind of alright . Just a bit hungry my brain was not thinking .

Recess . Finished a packet of strawberry milk, and a bowl of rice.

Appetite's very good today.

During computer lessons got worse,

my rash.

Then EBS worse,

Teacher spent the entire period scolding till I was yawning and scratching.

Finally reached home and off to see doctor at 4pm. :)

Ma - Boo

2011-01-29T05:09:00.000-08:00

Life is full of surprises;

what you believe would be,

will change.

What you never expected will become,

Surprise surprise.

Hey people,

Life's been good.

I've been really happy,

Things are working out fine for me.

Went to study with my girlfriends <3 .

Then saw Issac, oh my god he's just so cute.

Cute nephew of mine,

He was like,

wanting me to play along with him, whilst Girlfriend was on the phone to call Girlfriend number two.

HAHAH.

Super cute, can't wait to see him during CNY visitation. ;)

I'm pretty happy as I've understood some concepts I failed to,

Yay for me.

Girlfriends totally laughed at my reaction when I got the answers after erasing more than five times :/

Oh well. :x

Went to grab a bite then we left for bus 3.

Felt like sleeping after reading some pages of my daily book,

Seriously sleepy.

Then went to grab some snacks before we all parted ways.

Then, lent an umbrella to Girlfriend and she was on her way

back.

I had been walking here and there,

My mind is free of what I thought would be.

Sunday tomorrow, might go to Girlfriend's dance rehearsal ;)

Lives that will be touched.

2011-01-27T22:16:00.000-08:00

Have you ever had something that you always prayed and wanted the impossible to happen?

Yeah, that's what I'm feeling now,

So many prayers right here, I'm going to cast it to God.

Life in school:

It's been a really busy week here,

Especially today.

I seriously have to thank the girls, and majority of the class,

if you're reading this;

here's a big

THANK YOU! :)
Thank you so so so much, it really shocked me when everyone was working hard today for the first time. I'm really happy. ^^

Yeah, so I woke up around 5am plus, and started to get ready around 6.

Sis gave me a cab lift,

Arrived by the school pretty quick,

Waited for the door to open,

Meanwhile Johnny, Shafika and Jueta were already here.

More and more of us came really early today,

I'm so happy.

Each of us handled a part of the decorations,

slowly and slowly we managed to do it all.

It was amazing,

We even freaked out at teachers we saw that might be the judges. ;)

Fast forward -->

Classes were fine,

I just love the feeling of things that are solved. ;)

So yeah, this is it.

Today is such a short day,

I really got to rest pretty soon,

Alright, xoxo.

A jealous person will not show it, but take good look carefully,

You'll see signs.

I believe friends last,

Good friends.

Crush, Courtship, Engagement, Wedding, Divorce.

2011-01-27T01:14:00.000-08:00

Ever had the thought sometimes,
you feel love is just right by you,
and just right by you,
it passed away quietly?

Recently I haven't been thinking too much about the person I care.
It's just been, work work work.
I'm rather pleased with myself right now,
Yesterday was the mark of my VERY tiring day.
And today I'm really thankful more people are helping me with the class board. ;)
I've been here and there this entire class,
I barely had much time for English.
Disappointed in my time management seriously.
The clique went with me to meet Vincent and gang,
For the maple thumbdrive haha.
It seems even Kenny or Vincent or anyone could help me solve the shell error code.
Asked the girls too. Sigh );
Afterwards while waiting for them to get it,
Got a treat from Kenny :D .
He was like so generous which shocked me a little.
Afterwards thanked the guys and left.
Chuanli kept don't want me reach the drive. ):
Heehee, good thing is Brother will be helping me when I need help. :b
Afterwards, went home with the girls.
Classes were fine today. ;)
Enjoyed myself pretty much.
Pretty slow in packing by bag always.
Many helped me with the cute little angbaos decorations during classes.
Table was filled with them and suddenly teacher called my name,
The angbaos just tumbled.
***
And I tried to download Maple, using the tb.
Failed, gateway was fine then afterwards cannot again.
Seriously ): .
Eating chocolates now. Mmmm.
Okay, update soon. Going out for a movie. ^^

I'm thankful for the days I have. Because they mark my journey.

2011-01-26T03:29:00.000-08:00

Our lives are like a journey,

Each page filled with new content.

Love is even written,

Failures. And much more.

It is like a diary.

I'm thankful for the days I have, and still have. Because they mark my journey.

Humans like to complain, same here. I love to complain.

But, if we really count the fact we're alive each time.

Isn't it enough?

Loving. Hating. Liking. These are stages of feelings we experience.

Today was tiring, hectic day for me.

Classes as per normal.

English sucked a bit, but later better as usual.

Maths make me so right red up to the top.

Had Clarence to teach me.

Used' part of Lovergirl's worksheet too.

Still, didn't understand. God, please help me.

Recess.

Oh wait, PE first. I forgot.

Did some exercises, followed by some games.

Hmm, captain's ball was fun.

Funny thing was Danial's reaction.

Then the sudden throws by the guys make me shock a bit.

I'm super phobiatic about BALLS.

Seriously :x .

Recess. Bought pizza bread and chicken chop.

Lovergirl seems to be enjoying herself.

So is everyone else.

PS: Procake, hope your cheek gets better after that hit, get well soon. :)

Ah, recess was fine.

Classes classes.

After the end of classes,

Michelle stayed back with me for some decoration stuff.

I swear after it all I was super tired.

Wenhao and gang, with Daphane and Xuen really helped.

Michelle too. :)

They were all shuffling here and there.

Wenhao super make me laugh la.

Thanks to his help,

Went down to buy strawberry milk and some crackers.

Didn't have time to eat much.

Now the board's like 99 percent done. ^^

Owe a big thank you to everyone.

Especially Michelle Low, thank you dear.

I'm finally home, and I'm tired.

But, today was a nice day, after all. ;)

Love. Admiration. Like. Interest.

2011-01-23T07:33:00.000-08:00

Love comes in so many stages.

From pure crush to further development,

To relationship,

To love, admiration and much more, etc.

Hey people. I'm gonna do a short update because my laptop's power is nearing to it's downfall.

Went for early service, which was a miracle.

Service today was short, sweet and simple.

Arrived at Bugis pretty quick since I was in the vicinity.

Dad was beside me,

Love him a lot. I was feeling really BAD.

My stomach felt like throwing up everything,

I felt tired mentally.

And lots of things just came like that.

Went to sit at the station for a rest,

Played tap tap games. Nothing helped.

Felt worse.

Read my daily book also epic fail.

God ):

Went to Junction with Dad.

He was waiting for me,

so decided to read the fifth horseman.

In the end the clique arrived pretty fast,

I didn't managed to read all.

Clique outing today was pretty alright.

Everyone didn't buy anything.

Save up ;)

Afterwards trained to Reegena's house for party.

So the usual,

Then headed back with Daphane.

Ugh, have to copy the notes tomorrow from last week's.

I'm seriously lazy.

God, help me not be lazy. N-Level's coming. ;)

Your name is like the invisible air.

My presence to you is like a bubble that'll soon pop.

Love just.. isn't my thing.

Kimi ni todoke.

Just because someone hates you, doesn't mean they'll hate you forever.

2011-01-22T08:52:00.000-08:00

The feeling of being hated isn't nice.
But you can also do yourself a favor,
If you're constantly affected by people's words,
What they say behind your back - you're just someone who is too bothered by others.
Just because someone hates you,
Doesn't mean you cannot change the future.

I'm super excited about tomorrow's outing.
Been awhile already, since i actually did some real SHOPPING.
Haha!
Went out to study today,
Reached home till 8-9 plus,
Super tired.
But yeah, I'm updating this post. :D
Today has been awesome.
I have a draft due, got new notes to copy.
Gotta get from either Procake or Twinz, or any of the girls in class.
Two days, and I know I miss damn' a lot.
Seriously.
My throat's totally better. ;)
Hehez,
It seems a lot of people have fallen sick.
The air is seriously SICK ugh.

After-rain: Rainbows.

2011-01-21T23:29:00.000-08:00

It's saturday today!
Study session today,
I'm totally feeling better from my throat infection ;)
Yahoo!
Time to get back to the books,
Knowing that I'm a lazy person;
Got to start early right?
Yeah, so that's what I decided.
Re-brush everything up.
Cass just text'ed me for N-Level,
Hmm, seems the paper last year was pretty hard.
So I gonna double my effort.
Alright for now, I'm going to bath then go for study session.
Seems everything's changed over at DARE side.
New leader, etc.
Dorothy and Claire still in my group, happy to the max. :)
Can't wait for tomorrow's outing either.

Because,
I believe, love is like a rainbow. The disputes, fights are like stormy days.

Because, even the smallest memory has an impact.

2011-01-21T00:42:00.000-08:00

The tiniest things always have the largest impact,

It can be anything. Doesn't have to be big.

Because, someone taught me.

Small things come in big sizes.

Who says big things come in big packages?

I have been sick for two days.

I feel like a lazy girl now.

Maybe it's the staying at home illness.

I miss my friends, everyone.

I'm feeling better, thanks to a whole lot of people.

They helped me with my short depression period.

The same thing that happened a year back.

I really have to kick off this depression mode.

It's N-Levels' in 6 months to be.

Kick off that idiotic side of me.

Just finished episode 12 of Athena,

Now watching Prosecutor Princess.

"I have you. That's all I need."

2011-01-19T17:21:00.000-08:00

I have come to believe such love don't exist.
It's not the failed relationships that made me think so.
I'm not the person who gives a 100% unless the feelings are there,
Love is complicated.
It's simple.
Some say it's nice to love.
I don't know love after all.
Maybe, just maybe there's a theory behind it.
For the first few times there was contentment and happiness, in my heart.
It came from friends. The courtship. The love.
After that,
it's commitment.

I will never believe in a guy who comes and stay in my life. Because, they're all extinct.

I'm sooooooooooo sick today.
Since days before.
Wanted to go school early.
In the end turned out that I overslept,
Been coughing so many times.
Oh great. N-Level is in 7-6 months. I swear,
I don't feel that prepared. Maybe it's the must pass premonition.
Please God, don't let me fall sick after today.
):
Gonna' meet the clique later for study session,
Alrights. Be right back to update. Gonna' get my mc :)

Love left me.. when I needed it.

2011-01-19T05:57:00.000-08:00

I'm beginning to wonder, do people fall in love at first sight,
then abandon the person they fell for for another girl?

That's not love. To me it's a big fat lie.
I'm so screwed.

The whole day of today,
my heart sunk.
Took a 360 degrees flip.
Like a pancake.
I looked out the window, dreaming.
I felt like sleeping whisking my feelings away.
I walked to our usual spots,
smiled to myself,
Then I realized, I'm living in the past.
Many people told me,
To move on.
I had. But today, as I closed my eyes,
I screwed up.
You never left me.
You are deep inside my heart I stashed,
I feel like you're my angel at times .
But now,
It's already been years since we met,
Maybe Procake's right.
Some people meet, then no matter how many years passed, they'll still think of the person.

Don't be depressed. Everyone for sure has something they're great at.

2011-01-19T00:48:00.000-08:00

Someone told me.
'You'll do it alright, just don't worry, and do your best.'
Yeah, I know that.
I miraculously passed my entrance exams to Secondary,
Actually I have to thank God much more.
He's done a lot a lot.
I used to be afraid of so many things .
And now, I can't say I'm a total relaxed person.
I panic.
I cry.
I'm human.
I'm lazy, the only subject that stands in my way is Mathematics.
For three years I didn't pass it.
Because I didn't want to.
Deep in my heart, I didn't want to work my goal.
But it's N-Level.
In my heart, I really have to go to the place I'm dreaming of.
I have to.
That's why,
To those who are afraid of failures,
Do your best. I'm sure you'll feel you're really living it up.

Once again, I was hurt by what I saw . But then, that proves something; ain't it?

2011-01-19T00:44:00.000-08:00

My hearts aren't as colorful after you left. But that doesn't mean it'll always stay that way..

Many lessons learned resulting in a change of attitude, character.

Hey people.
Okay, so um, today was fine all over again.
I super super hated this morning.
I swear.
Stuck.
Like.
Whatever. You call it.
Met Namira and I swear we almost late,
7.05 then I go down.
7.10 then we reach the school. My fault.
Stomach upset to the bloody max.
Then thankfully nothing wrong lur.
But the pain killing me. ):
Afterwards, was like Mathematics first.
Another waste of period.
More talks by our mathematics teacher.
Sequel to yesterday's talk.
Not long, the principal came in.
Mentioning she valued us secondary four, and wanted each of us to pass .
Hmm, I don't blame her for that.
Which principal or teacher don't want that?
But no motivation equates no learning.
After all that prep talk,
Went for PE.
Sad to the max, the teacher playing with us.
4 rounds - 5 rounds - 3 rounds.
I was late for two minutes .
Sickening.
Ran with Michelle,
Momentum up and down. Pain everywhere. Weak muscles -.-
Afterwards the boys damn funny luh,
I was actually depressed then they were like talking how Vincent was later,
and stuff like that.
Should see the look in Vincent's eyes. HAHA.
Such a brother.
Then it was like some breeze cycle thing.
I totally look at the skies and fell asleep.
Then me and Ling talk rubbish.
HAHA. Under the sun.
Always crap.
Okay then recess. Didn't eat, just a packet of milk and biscuits.
Hmm, then classes.
Then finally assembly.
I really pray I can pass coursework.
More drills.
Hmm, afterwards hall then funny luh.
Michelle and I were like laughing at silly things.
Then the guys behind crack me like mad.
HAHA.
Can't stand, ahyo.
They really make my spirits go up with the laughter I have everyday.
Then going home time,
Damn. Dingzhe take revenge on me.
Smacked my head.
Then Chuanli smacked me head, like basketball.
-.-"
But then all of them quite funny.
I swear, i have to grow taller. ):

Take every little baby step .

2011-01-18T03:07:00.000-08:00

I used to think, Where's my love? Everyone is getting their love, but my love kept changing. And when I had finally found,

Problems existed. I finally realized. These 'loves' weren't the love I needed.
They were puppy love, and normal b&g relationships.
I'm sure everyone has come across people who treated them badly,
Flirted,
and stuff like that.
In this time and hour,
Nothing gets serious. Even the long lasting ones in this age,
disappears.

Hey people,
CCA just ended. I swear I am tired.
Feeling cold, super cold.
The tee totally burnt a hole in my pocket.
I went home with a donut and a potato bread.
Pathetic to the max, thank you. ):
Yeah but I keep craving for stupid things, oh God save me.
Classes as per normal.
I'm feeling calm and peaceful today,
I wish for everyday to be like this.
Hmm,
Recess. I actually finished my food.
I totally not happy though.
But yeah, the summary I really had a nice day today.
Revision has been alright.
Today's maths bummer.
Teacher just emo'ed because we all passed up stuff late since last year.
Well, she has a right.
From morning till now keep rushing the James Pat book.
On the way back, saw Clarence, Kiah Kien and Luk.
So talked with them and left back to 800.
Alright, nothing more.
I'm doubly excited for Chinese New Year.
It'll mean money for me. (HEHEZ)
Okay, steamboat too!

Can't you hear her voice cry beneath your feet?

2011-01-14T07:23:00.000-08:00

Certain things have always been there..
But the scales don't fall off just yet.
In life, each second is worth living.
Even for a patient that is fighting their life,
A person may be rich, but not rich in life.
In fact, what we feel tired of life,
May just be the start of a new life ahead .
So many things to complain about.

;

Part two of today.
After my shower,
was supposed to nap .
Apparently, I did this and that.
So busy,
I gotta' start replanning my time, seriously..
Geez, well anyway.
Got dressed and ready to meet Twinzbo @ Lan.
The bus was pretty quick, and slow at the same time .
HAHAHA i was laughing my head off what I saw in the bus .
Okay after that,
Saw Twinzbo so we went in together .
Pretty hot outside as usual .
It's raining cat and dogs everywhere, so cold!!
Mapled with her . I swear damn funny,
Procake and Clarence joined in after-wards.
So sad, my real account is lost in lala-land .
-.-
After which, grabbed supper by 7-eleven, and
bused home with Twinzbo,
Shared with me something shocking.
But yeah.
She saw me home, shy.
Reached home, by 930PM .
Pretty tired as I write this.
I shall go shower and sleep early. Not gonna' wait till the Maple download ends..

孤獨，寂寞 .

2011-01-13T23:23:00.000-08:00

我将你多少次，但你神奇后多次出现。

Hey people,

I'm super duper sad for my baby dearest .

She's really sick today, geez. )':

Hope she gets better VERY soon!!

Was having stupid dry throats today..

Morning always . Bloody .

Oh well ,

After'wards I totally showered late,

But managed to make it in time to meet baby .

Then went to school . ^^v

School was fine,

Classes begun pretty quick .

Mr Feraj was pretty much wanting to redo everything .

Had to quickly jot what everyone wanted , resulting in so much pen writings all over my papers .

Messy .

THEN,today's lessons is like one out of three free periods .

Science I totally not sure, forgot last year syllabus ..

Did some Mathematics .

Recess, and finally last period .

Fast forward .

Removed everything thanks to the help of Jackson & Clarence .

They're funny, seriously .

Walked home with the clique ,

Then right now getting ready to meet Ahyee for lan session @ Maple,

With Reegena and Clarence. :-)

Because, if loving someone means i need to have you.. then my love for you is surreal ..

Wishes upon the stars.

2011-01-12T00:29:00.000-08:00

When I hear our song,

I know there's a missing feeling.

It's not that I don't get to hold your hands anymore.

Not all that.

Could it be I'm still loving you?

Maybe .

But, the feeling's aren't that similar.

Hey people .

Time for a short update .

School was pretty alright . I kinda' enjoyed .

But not to the normal extend .

Events made me realized some stuff I have missed out .

Had heart to heart with many people .

Dear was really patient in all my rants .

Today was like alright except for mathematics .

It crushes me mostly .

The only subject I'm worried .

Slept at 12 but still tired .

Lessons per normal .

Damn clip keep falling off. My fringe bangs still must clip )':

Well ,

Then there was recess .

Decided to do some mathematics ,

ate only a pau for recess .

Regretted it soon after during assembly .

Assembly was alright . The new rules pretty much suck but fine .

An hour later ,

Rained . And went back .

I swear my hair is really messy thanks to the guys who touched it .

Even squeezed my hair like mad .

-.-

I hate been short officially .

I go make prayers or whatever already . FASTER GROW TALL . ):

Made to Love.

2011-01-09T03:43:00.000-08:00

You were here before me.

You were here waiting for me.

I was made to love,

Been loved by you.

Never would you leave me.

The dream's alive, with my eyes opened wide.

-Toby Mac MADE TO LOVE.

Hey peeps! I had a great service session as usual,

Praise God, yeah! :)

School's starting tomorrow AGAIN.

Okay positivity speech, 'Yay, school's tomorrow!'.

Okay LAME,

I had a bang of a day today,

The lyrics was shown in today's performance,

awesome as usual.

The worship really rocked me hard. Just can't explain it.

Didn't go yesterday's youth service, sad.

Claire, Dorothy and I still in the same group, woohoo!

Alright, leisure time over yeah; time to get back to the books.

4 rounds tomorrow. Legs, be healed alright? Amen. :b

Not sure what cookies to do on Valentine's Day. Hmmm,

Maybe those dark chocolate chips ones...

Suck it, girl.

2011-01-08T09:54:00.000-08:00

I'm not angry.
Just felt like writing it down.
A dear friend told me something,
And after hearing it.
I'm laughing.
How damn childish eh?
Some people really under-estimate your power to find out.
It proves they think the friends they choose are smarter.
Little did they know,
It's them who have been silly.
Want a secret to be sealed.
Choose your friends properly.
Suck it, baby girl.

Rose-beds. Of. Thorns.

2011-01-08T09:51:00.000-08:00

Because after all, the you now...
cannot untie the messy knots of thorns,
in my heart.

Years have come and go.
I stood at the cold spot, alone, crying.
It felt like my world changed.
But little did i know,
no. You changed. Everyone changed.
I changed.

Makeup gives us confidence. Changes us into someone confident.

Hey peepos!!!
Here to do some updates. Soooo, I went over to Daphane Song's house, I swear damn late.
Because I eating fuzhou balls with meat and my dinner ma. :b
After my short dinner picnic,
Went to her house, we did some mathematics.
Afterwards went on Facebook. Notifications damn scary sometimes.
Then after all that computer, went downstairs with her,
Dinner, the noodles didn't turn out that great. My soup sucked. ):
Then, we watched TV. Snacks, snacks, and TV.
Stayed pretty late,
as not much people at home today.
For my house.
Afterwards, sissy was up to pick me up at traffic.
Went home by 12.
And there was a guy lurking around, warnings that he had a weapon or something.
But thank goodness, all he had was a cute dog.
(Y)
Went home, bathed,
and currently now h2h with Beatrice and Emi babies now.
Love them to my heart max.

Tears never lie, 100%.

2011-01-06T22:24:00.000-08:00

One hundred percent, tears wouldn't lie.
Made up of your real feelings,
it's one percent tears. Ninety-nine point percent of your heart.

Tears. Just because sometimes a person doesn't cry,
don't equate to a person will actually NOT CRY.
Yeah that's true,
a strong person may not cry,
a weak person may cry but not that often.
This world's logical is messed.

Today's an alright day.
I wouldn't go into details.
Just not today.
Bad day at the end.
The voices inside tell me, what I haven't been doing this and that.
It's annoying me.
My irritable mood is probably because of those reasons.
Done with one part of the class decorations.
Thanks to Lesby and Baby for coming in this recess. (Y)
Came back home after a talk.
Not your regular talk.
Tears all the way, and went home.
Up and down the entire incident.
Bloody.
No more computer anymore.

Boom your head!

2011-01-06T04:30:00.000-08:00

Pissed to the max.
Pissed pissed and more pisses.
My day is like ruined tomorrow,
unless I can finish my job tomorrow by recess.
That would be perfect.
I don't know if the two guys will help, because truth is.
I'm the type who does things fast to get it done.
So, if people are going to bloody complain;
Do it themselves.
Thinking of the idea wasn't easy,
Then finding people who ACTUALLY want to do it.
Is not freaking easy, since it's a friday.
EVERYONE wanna' go home EARLY.
Yeah, soooo, i'm so bloody pissed.
But not as much now.
Homework done.
My mood is up and down. Oh pretty.
Skipping recess tomorrow. I don't need to eat. ):
Oh well, update more.
I guess I'll get all elated in a few minutes!

After-effects.

2011-01-06T00:29:00.000-08:00

Dancing in this velvety moon.

Dance, it takes my mind off you.

Dance, takes my heavy heart problems.

Best of all, when I'm dancing, I feel light as a feather. Happy like a child.

Today's and yesterday's school sessions were pretty okay.

It's really serious time today, I guess.

N-Level will come in 7-6 months.

I did late night practicing on the first chapter and finished mostly all my mathematical questions.

English is still left by the hangar.

Gotta' get it done, it's Thursday.

Still have the board, I really don't know what to do.

But I'm sure ideas will struck.

I'm kinda' used to one to one work.

I'm still surfing the net to have inspirational clouds.

Unfortunately, not so much.

Found a way to settle my Pro-Desktop problems.

Amen.:))

Alright, what's left on my list is the class decoration, and everything's OVER AND DONE with!

Ha, today was a pretty good day for me.

Raining again, oh my god.

Yesterday from Procake's house, came back home.

Was like a chapter of Noah's ark. (Heavy rain, i almost couldn't get home, scary.)

Well,at least i'm in one piece. :b

Alright, that's about all. I guess I'll think what to do for tomorrow's decoration.

Kinda' don't think my team would be doing it though, do it myself then!

Pink lipstick.

2011-01-04T01:22:00.000-08:00

A person's maturity, attitude can change depending who the person is.
Or what type of maturity to match up with the person's activity.
So, if you think everyone's immature,
Think again.
Not everyone is immature, they choose to be.
But inside, they may be MORE mature than you ever are.

First day of school kinda' was alright.
Was in my normal black jacket, and waited for 291 as usual.
Today was lazy to walk without my best friend. HAHA
Yeah so my legs just eventually went up!
Saw the clique once again. Well pretty nice felt like years since seeing them. :-)
After all the need to catch ups,
The ball got rolling.
First day of school, the new sophomores were given introduction tour as usual.
Like when I was a junior.
First day of senior year changes everything.
Attitude, maturity, character.
After recess and everything,
duties assigned.
(Great I have a duty roster to complete, and what to do with the board with recycled materials. We have two members now, I can do it. :D)
Well after 'class', went to take 69 with the girls,
Then we had lunch at Tampines 800+ Macdonalds.
After all that, walked home, after seeing them.
Today was pretty alright.
Except the guys kinda' like disturbing me.
Especially Kenny was pretty cracking me up. HAHA
I'm gonna do some early mathematics studying. This time, I'll pass!

Walking my feet on the cold snow, and at the end of the snowy wintery road.. you stand there saying...

2010-12-30T06:51:00.000-08:00

Everyone tells me, I will find the best guy besides the one I used to love .
But now, I feel like saying this.
'I don't need a best guy, because the best guy is not here yet. Through many severals trials and error, the one who made me right didn't make me right all along.'

Wrong place, wrong time. I'd say.

Repost
Went out with Ahling, after such a long time.
Well, it was pretty fun, and crazy time.
Various stuff and everything.
The train ride itself was funny,
So squeezy and all, and I was really bored to the freaking max.
All that round and rounds.
Afterwards we proceeded to Bugis for some light stuff,
before heading to the Street.
Bought a bag and a top.
Super many merry go rounds before finding.
Downstairs is like pancake island.
So many people.
Maybe because it's gonna' be new years eve.
Hmm ,
Can't wait for NEW YEARS EVE! :D
More red packets. Woohoo.
Then we settled at Toast Box after so many in and outs. HAHA.
She know, I know why. :P
Camwhored with her, then after all that craziness
Boarded the train, she went, I went.

Doubt yourself, you doubt the entire world.

2010-12-25T02:37:00.000-08:00

I'm such a lazy girl today, hee.
Okay I know, nothing to be proud of. Recently I have been trying to enjoy the last few of my holidays left till the 4th of January when final sem starts!
Ugh,

Why does it feel like school just ended, and that my holidays just started?
Soon school will start, so will everything.
Jesus is going to bless this week for me, amen.
Yesterday's party was awesome, wine served, and more food.
I swear my bag looked damn funny, I only had like one murder book, and some random stuff that's all. Weird..

Recently I was perturbed by some stuff,
But then I realized this wasn't quite what I should be doing. Like what everyone has been saying, don't cry over split milk.
The car ride back was great,
And today, was the trip to JB. But I didn't go, was pretty tired.
Had great talks with Camren and Phoebe,
Seems everyone's getting into the festive season of Xmas!
Even De Sheng.
Life's short so we should enjoy, people you know may change. Good friends are hard to find. But friends are everywhere.